Wednesday, February 1, 2012

Ice That Going To Melt More

Bismillah..
Assalamualaikum.

Remember when I used to said that I didn't felt the sense of belonging in CG?

Now, I guess I try hard to not let it grow.
Alkisah...

Kem Feseni which is not really a camp. Just, weeks of practice and joys and practice and more joys and even more practice and even more games and joys. Practice makes perfect yeah I knew it long before.. But in my case, practice makes persistence. Why persistence? Because its really stressful with those things i have to remember. All the technics I learned. erghhh~ it is all a new things to me.
Well, at least I learn. And improvise. Shouldn't I?

I dont know.. I just interested in games. hahaha
Seeing their laugh. Their smiles. Big smiles. Seronok like crazy. Awesome sangat. (not that sgt yg tddmka)
As time pass by, those ices are finally melt one by one. And I finally could blend with them.

Sangat cemburu dengan juniors (new comers) yang senang and does not even take longer time to get close with the seniors. Sedangkan aku, masih lagi terasa gap. Not only an inch but more than that. See, how big the gap I put myself. Maybe I'm not that diva.

Aku rasa kagum dengan one of the juniors yang pemalu (the very shy one), she can easily talk with the seniors (girls) just like that. Aku yang kalau diletakkan dengan senior pun aku masih senyap dan tak mampu berkata-2 walau cerita apa pun. Sepatah ditanya, sepatahlah jawapan. Kalau perbualan yang tak mencapai tahap akal aku yang terlalu pending.. Mesti disambut dengan bunyi cengkerik hutan.

Dahsyat sangat aku ney.
But I really hope that those ice kept melting till no more ice exist. Just a juice with an awesome taste.

CG is my family in UM. Aku tak kisah la apa konflik yang dorang ada.
Thanks to all the seniors yang dah berusaha untuk buat kitorang rasa selesa.
Thanks a lot pada kawan-2 yang banyak tolong
Thanks to the coach yang dah byk aja and bagi tips.
(oke, jangan suka sangat)

hahahah.
Rasa macam tengah bagi ucapan sebab dapat anugerah kan?
Melampau.

Rasanya petang-2 macam ney idea aku tak berkembang langsung.
Blurr semacam.
So, thats all la yang ak nak bebelkan.

p/s : entry kali like seriously BOSAN! and sengaje ak nak speaking. Dah lama tak speaking

2 comments:

Ramona Alice said...

we are equal bout dat feeling baby.

Amilia_Ami said...

can't help it really..

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