Sunday, January 29, 2012

Solehahkah aku?

Bismillah..

Aku masih terdampar sepi.
Aku masih mendongak langit.
Mencari jawapan pasti.

Aku masih mencari.
Apa dia solehah yang dicintai.
Apa dia solehah yang menbentuk diri.
Aku diam.
Aku pejam.
Aku selam.
Selam sedalamnya ke dalam hati yang masih muram.

Muram kerana aku masih belum menikmati.
Apa itu solehah yang dicari.
Masih belum mendekati solehah yang sejati.
Bagaimana?
Bagaiman harus aku menghayati
jika aku sendiri tak pasti.
Solehahkah diri ini?
Mampukah hati ini?

Mendengar kisah terdahulu.
Buat aku terharu.
Adakah lagi perempuan sebegitu?
Di akhir zaman yang penuh liku.

Bagaimana harus mengajar apa itu solehah
jika aku masih cepat melatah.
Bagaimana harus aku mendalami
jika masih ragu bersisa di hati.

Wahai hati.
Tenanglah kau disisi.
Terus menuju jalan yang dicari.
moga penantian dan persoalan bakal dihabisi.
dengan hati yang kembali suci.
seakan sucinya bayi..

_Amilia_Ami_

Tuesday, January 3, 2012

When Love Turns To Regret

Bismillah.

Assalamualaikum.

People always say 'I LOVE YOU'.
They thought they know what love is. They thought they know that they will be with their lover forever after. Ouh, whatever.

Love. I don't even know what the hell is that. I don't even understand. Does love is when you feel like you like him/her so damn much? Like you can't stand still, without looking at him/her even for a single day only?  Is it all that matter? Easy then..

I feel very scared of love which is then turns to regret. Have you hear this kind of statement?
- Ouh, if only I knew that he/she is not that kind of person i thought before. I wouldn't be in love with him/her.
- Ouh, if only I knew I will be dumped, I would rather being single than be in love with him/her.

Cut that craps dude! You use to love him/her. Why should you regret. You should be thanked you have those experience. You learn in each steps you've taken. Even it is wrong. You should learn it. Not that you put the blame on them. We all people. We do mistakes. If it's not now, it may happen anytime perhaps.

When love turns to regret.
We have burn the true meaning of love.
We have darken the pure love.

You know that TRUE LOVE is powerful.
Yes, just see it when Allah gives us everything we want.
Even we've done so many sinful things. But He still. Love and forgive us.

If Allah's love brings to forgiveness. Why don't we?
Don't we should forgive him/her who may broke our heart and give them lessons that they should not do the same thing to others?
Yes. Just stop being fussy of everything that happen which may have the reason why.

Allah knows better.

Just keep the LOVE remain pure in the eyes of ISLAM.

We need love. We do. Seriously.
Don't ever turns the love into regrets.
Just let bygone be bygone. No need to sigh all the time.

p/s :  love is beautiful if we knows how to appreciate and how to make it remain pure.

nota ♥ : aku masih belum bersedia dengan cinta baru. Khuatir akan melukakan lagi seperti dahulu.


..Amilia Ami..
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